My eyes ache, my head pounds and my temples throb constantly. I've really been stressed out, very much. It's been making me so sick that I barely make it out of bed in the morning.
I am sort of angry at myself, half angry at my parents. Mom threw away most of my newspaper clips. So now I have no proof of anything I've done. I feel like I'm back at zero. I should've gotten them sooner, but oh well, whatever. I'm SOL now buddy.
My boyfriend has been out of work for almost a month now. Maybe it's good I didn't keep the baby. I don't know what to do with him.
Plus Y is trippin'. She doesn't realized we were raised WAY differently. I know I may seem insensitive to her, but in Detroit, you're not raised up to be sensitive; my parents were rough, and the people I grew up around were rough. I should be more open-minded to her feelings though. She's a good friend; I just don't know how to deal with her when she gets mad at me. I think I'm just gonna step back until things work themselves out. Silence definitely can be golden.
I'm really ready to move away now. Moving to Florida with my boyfriend doesn't even seem doable anymore. I think I'm just gonna get a job and move, if I can ... my mother threw away my work. Oh, I hate this!
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